Today was the weekly (sometimes biweekly) get punched in the face day. My favorite day of the week. Usually because that means I literally can't do anything and have to deal with the psychological pain of realizing that if this were real, I could have died. The other person was able to easily side mount me and just wail on me. Granted, the mounted triangle occurred when I was pretending to be the wrestler bad guy whilst passing the guard, but I felt incredibly powerless.
I survived. Don't get me wrong, I was getting punched, but I always had a cover up. But what troubled me the most was that I couldn't escape. I know that everyone currently has more skill than me, but I was too panicked/in a frenzy to figure out what I needed to do to escape. I felt stuck. Trapped. Nothing I was doing was working. How right I was doing everything, I'm not sure.
I need to calm down a bit.
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